Life is like a rollarcoaster, so why am I not screaming with excitement when I'm going down the ride. I guess I have to remember when you go down you have to embrace that too and just experience it to the fullness. The down side of things should bring you the much joy, since that experience is more about how far you have grown with handling things when things don't appear to be going good. With that in mind, let just say that I'm experiencing the downing of the roastercoaster ride. Which hit very hard this past couple of weeks. I'm glad that this ride had turn from a bad situation into a better one in the end...well its still unfolding...I just hope I can have the full understanding of all the unfortunate current events that happened to me. I really have to trust in the Lord that this all happen for a good reason and things wil work out in the end. I'm just going to be praying this whole weekend, and do more soul searching during this time. I'm sure two days, will restore my spirit. ***edit*** just when I thought things were finally to an end I got a little notice from the IRS...it seems that I owe addition taxes in the amount of $2,455.00 from a debt cancellation from 2005. On top of that I also got couple more bills today. Okay I might as well tell you about my rollarcoaster ride...I blew up at work and I handle things unprofessionally...which I started some drama that could of been handled differently if I had more time to think about what I should of done differently. My car got broken into on Thursday which left me a broken driver side window, I had to take the day off that day to wait for the repair guy to come and fix it. He never came that day and the repair company (SPEEDY GLASS - remember that name and never do business with them) said they will call the next morning to schedule another appointment (gee thanks alot for nothing) on top of that day...the power went out of the whole apartment building. Back to Speedy Glass, they did call me back the next day and said the best time for them to come by is on Monday. Well I took it, but in the mean time I called another company and he said he would do it first thing Saturday morning...and he did. It did cost me $215.00 which would be almost the same with Speedy Glass (Too bad, Speedy Glass you lost a customer) Well anyways, I have April's rent to pay...and my Groceries is getting less...lucky haven't been eating much these past few weeks. I need to just sleep right now...and its only 2:00 in the afternoon...I'm just not feeling really good. I'm sinking again. | 
